PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE

Why am I doing this ? Why am I blogging, losing time in present, to write things that will remain in the future but those thing will be totally different from who I am right now and I will feel completely dissociated with these, probably I will want to erase them. If I don't erase them, they're not only represent my past but also who I will be in the future and how people will see me and what they will think of me. I don't wanna be words of my past, I want to be me, in the present of each moment.